Day Two…

So far so good today. Last night I had a little what are known as “sympathy pains” in my bottom row of teeth. It wasn’t really bad, but enough to notice over all the drugs. I am beyond happy with the way things are going so far. Hopefully it will remain this way. Still havent eaten anything that I hafta chew, only because I don’t want any food getting into the sockets. I would kill for a veggieburger and friez from red robin though 🙂

So I was just able to eat some cream of wheat. My stomach then reminded me that it was the first food I put in it in nearly 24 hours. So I had a carton of yogurt too. So far so good. I can feel my chin again, which means that the novacain is almost completely worn off now. I feel little pain so far. so that makes me happy.

The procedure went extremely well. I was nervous az figgity fizzuck. They hooked me up to the monitors, and my heartbeat was skyrocketed. The Dr was like, your more than just a little nervous huh? I was like ummm,.. I’m terrified. So he put some oxygen on me, and got me calm enough to gimmie an IV. It was excellent. I barely noticed it goin in, and I was out cold within seconds of it. Next thing I knew, it was about an hour later and I was in a recovery room with Steph. I couldn’t talk for shit because I was so numb, and I had gauze in my mouth. I tried to write some shit, but that didn’t go so well either cuz I was pretty well toasted still. I came home and took a handful of pillz. Took me a few triez cuz my mouth was completely numb, so most of the water just poured down my face. I was left with a rapidly disolving percocet on my tongue for about 5 triez. After that I was able to sit up at my computer for a few to check my mail, then watched some tevee for a while. I came back down to my computer for a few, and started reading some shit the Dr gave me. Reading the fine print must have been too much for my toasted brain, cuz I got extremely dizzy, lightheaded, and started sweating. I raced upstairs, beat the dog outta my spot on the bed and laid down for a nap. I napped on and off for a few hours, getting up to change gauze in between. I’m feeling okay right now. Hopefully the night wont be awful.

Thanks for your kind words both here and in Steph’s journal. I realy appreciate it.

It is done. I am fucked up, and I intend to remain so for a couple days.Though my mouth is hella numb and im having a hard time takin my pain killerz.

Well, today is the day…

So in a few hours, I’ll have 7 fewer teeth. I can’t sleep cuz I’m pretty nervous. I have been in bed for a few hours, but I got tired of tossing and turning. I’m really not sure what to expect. I mean, I’m sure I’ll be in a good amount of pain after it’s done, but I dunno if it will be much worse than some of the days I’ve had with these bitchez in (I did have to go to the emergency room once, and had a few other occasions that were not so plesant). But you see,.. I dont like dentistry at all. I like needles even less. My hope is that they gas the shit outta me before they do anything that involves a needle. Luckily, I will be knocked the fuck out during the extractions. They told me it will only take between half an hour to an hour for the whole procedure. It doesn’t help that I am extremely stressed out about other things right now. And what’s worse is I can’t have anything to eat or drink right now.

So I went to see the oral surgeon today, to see what needs to be done. As it turns out, my mouth is even more fucked up than I had expected. I am getting 7 (That’s right, SEVEN) teeth extracted on the 25th. I was expecting to get 5 pulled (4 wisdom, and one other moler), but it turns out that two that I thought were wisdom teeth, are not, and the wisdom teeth are impacted behind them. So I said fuck it, pull them all. On top of this, I still need to go to a normal dentist to have a few minor cavities filled, and the other shit you get done at a dentist on a regular visit.

For anyone who has not been taking care of there teeth, and has not seen a dentist in a while (read years), do yourself a favour, and make an appointment, no matter what the cost. I used the lack of insurance excuse for a long time, amongst others to keep myself from going. If I would have gone to the dentist even a year ago, I may have been able to stop the decay, and fix the damage.

RE: Server shit.. and general life

Well I finally got around to doing some final tests on the server parts. As I suspected it is infact the mobo. This makes me happy actually. Well, not as happy as I would have been if it were just the CPU, but a lot happier than if the problems were in the power supply, or some other dumb shit in the case, which would be a bitch to return. Since the only reason I got this mobo in the first place was to support old RAM, I think I will just toss it, and get a new one that will support DDR, and I’ll just get new RAM. Eventually. All seems well with the HD in my dev machine, so I think I’ll leave it there for a while. I’m not working on any new projects, so the box wouldn’t be doin anything anyway.

As Steph noted in her journal the other day, we got to spend about 7 hours at the emergency room on Saturday night/Sunday morning. The years of neglecting my teeth are finally catching up to me (well, have been catching up for some time, just finally got to a boiling point). I haven’t been to the dentist in about 10 years, and only went every few years as a kid. I never took good care of my teeth as a kid and through my teens. By the time I got into good habits brushing and such, the damage was well underway.

All of my wisdom teeth have been slowly decaying away. I’ve put off going to the dentist over and over, for a variety of reasons (usually related to money). I got used to the constant pain, and it rarely bothered me, so by the time I had insurance again, and could afford to go, I just kind of forgot about it. Well, the pain hit me hard in the past week. Tylenol was doing nothing for it. Finally Saturday night, I just couldn’t take it anymore so I went to the ER for some pain killers. I have an appointment for a consultation with an oral surgeon on Tuesday. I’m sure when they take X-Rays, and take a look in my mouth, they will want to get the fuckerz extracted ASAP. So with any luck, I will have four less teeth within the next couple weeks.

Other than that, work sucks. I have my resume out to several places right now, and hopefully something will pan out soon. I dream of the day when I am making decent money again, and can actually pay my fucking bills. We have had a lot of good people supporting us through the past year and a half (which have been complete shite). If it wasn’t for them, we’d be living in a ghetto ass apartment again, with none of our animals, and definitely none of our “luxuries”.

Enough bitching.