So in a few hours, I’ll have 7 fewer teeth. I can’t sleep cuz I’m pretty nervous. I have been in bed for a few hours, but I got tired of tossing and turning. I’m really not sure what to expect. I mean, I’m sure I’ll be in a good amount of pain after it’s done, but I dunno if it will be much worse than some of the days I’ve had with these bitchez in (I did have to go to the emergency room once, and had a few other occasions that were not so plesant). But you see,.. I dont like dentistry at all. I like needles even less. My hope is that they gas the shit outta me before they do anything that involves a needle. Luckily, I will be knocked the fuck out during the extractions. They told me it will only take between half an hour to an hour for the whole procedure. It doesn’t help that I am extremely stressed out about other things right now. And what’s worse is I can’t have anything to eat or drink right now.
Category: General
So I went to see the oral surgeon today, to see what needs to be done. As it turns out, my mouth is even more fucked up than I had expected. I am getting 7 (That’s right, SEVEN) teeth extracted on the 25th. I was expecting to get 5 pulled (4 wisdom, and one other moler), but it turns out that two that I thought were wisdom teeth, are not, and the wisdom teeth are impacted behind them. So I said fuck it, pull them all. On top of this, I still need to go to a normal dentist to have a few minor cavities filled, and the other shit you get done at a dentist on a regular visit.
For anyone who has not been taking care of there teeth, and has not seen a dentist in a while (read years), do yourself a favour, and make an appointment, no matter what the cost. I used the lack of insurance excuse for a long time, amongst others to keep myself from going. If I would have gone to the dentist even a year ago, I may have been able to stop the decay, and fix the damage.
RE: Server shit.. and general life
Well I finally got around to doing some final tests on the server parts. As I suspected it is infact the mobo. This makes me happy actually. Well, not as happy as I would have been if it were just the CPU, but a lot happier than if the problems were in the power supply, or some other dumb shit in the case, which would be a bitch to return. Since the only reason I got this mobo in the first place was to support old RAM, I think I will just toss it, and get a new one that will support DDR, and I’ll just get new RAM. Eventually. All seems well with the HD in my dev machine, so I think I’ll leave it there for a while. I’m not working on any new projects, so the box wouldn’t be doin anything anyway.
As Steph noted in her journal the other day, we got to spend about 7 hours at the emergency room on Saturday night/Sunday morning. The years of neglecting my teeth are finally catching up to me (well, have been catching up for some time, just finally got to a boiling point). I haven’t been to the dentist in about 10 years, and only went every few years as a kid. I never took good care of my teeth as a kid and through my teens. By the time I got into good habits brushing and such, the damage was well underway.
All of my wisdom teeth have been slowly decaying away. I’ve put off going to the dentist over and over, for a variety of reasons (usually related to money). I got used to the constant pain, and it rarely bothered me, so by the time I had insurance again, and could afford to go, I just kind of forgot about it. Well, the pain hit me hard in the past week. Tylenol was doing nothing for it. Finally Saturday night, I just couldn’t take it anymore so I went to the ER for some pain killers. I have an appointment for a consultation with an oral surgeon on Tuesday. I’m sure when they take X-Rays, and take a look in my mouth, they will want to get the fuckerz extracted ASAP. So with any luck, I will have four less teeth within the next couple weeks.
Other than that, work sucks. I have my resume out to several places right now, and hopefully something will pan out soon. I dream of the day when I am making decent money again, and can actually pay my fucking bills. We have had a lot of good people supporting us through the past year and a half (which have been complete shite). If it wasn’t for them, we’d be living in a ghetto ass apartment again, with none of our animals, and definitely none of our “luxuries”.
Enough bitching.
Server Woes
Well as most of you know my webserver which hosts our personal domains, and some friends decided to take a shit last week. It actually started a couple weeks ago when strange noises began to make their way out of this machine. This is usually one of two things, harddrive, or cpu fan. So I chose the weekend to pull the server from the rack and run it opn to verify which it was, and order a new one on Monday. I pull the machine and sure enough, it’s the CPU Fan. I took a big sigh here, cuz a good CPU Fan is only $20 as opposed to about $100 for a new HD. I had an extra fan lying around, so I decided to swap it out in case this one completely died before my replacement would arrive, then I’d be fucked with a fried CPU (see the irony here?). So I shut the bitch down, swap out the fan, plug her back in, hit the power, and NOTHING. The fucker wont post at all.
After doing the normal diagnostics, I came to the conclusion that it could be one of three things. The CPU, mobo, or power supply. This is some rather old hardware, so I decided why not replace it all, instead of taking chances. So I order a new case w/power supply, CPU, mobo, & fan. Everything arrived yesterday, I load the new case up, power on, and NOTHING. Same problem appears… this essentially new machine wont post. After testing several ways, I come to the conclusion that this is a lost cause, and one of these things is dead again. So I decided to temporarily put stvlive on my development server, until I can get to the bottom of these problems.
So last night I stayed up way too fuckin late manually setting up stv on this other machine. By morning, I had everything working, when I realized that there were a lot of environmental things that I would have to rebuild on this temp server to make stv completely happy. Like the fact that this machine had no mail server setup, and the server stv lives on has a pretty complex setup that relays to my real mail server, So it hits me that I wasted several hours when I should have just pulled the HD and swapped it into this box. So I make the decision to do that this evening.
After talking to a few people about it today, the only conclusion I can come up with is that maybe the RAM was bad, and was frying out the mobo. Since this was the only thing that hadn’t changed, this seems to make sense. However, I came home this evening, and swapped out the drives and booted up my test server with the drive from the webserver, and all was good. So I decided to try putting some of the aforementioned RAM in it, and see what happens. I put one stick in, no problems. Put another in, again no problems. So this shoots down my theory completely.
The plus side is, the test server is now up and running as the webserver with all sites. And since the RAM is working, it’s loaded up, so the difference in speed should be minimal except when it’s doing heavy duty processing since it’s only a duron compared to the athlon in the webserver. My thoughts now are that I got a bum CPU, and it’s just a strange coincidence. I’m gonna send the CPU back to exchange it, and hopefully this saga will end. If not, I’ll probably just curl up in the fetal postition and cry like a baby for a while. But the webserver should be in good enough shape to keep running on my dev server for the time being.
Jerky Beef?
Merry New Year!
IT’S ALIVE!!
Like boo n stuff.
Down time again…
I am bringing the firewall down again for hardware upgrades. stvlive.com & dollar25.org will both be down for a while.
Update:After the firewall and I fought it out (I won you see), I got this bitch back up and running. Carry on.
yipee fuckin ye
so i was layed off today, i’m really not that upset about it, cuz i hated my job anyway. just kinda sucks havin to find a new job for real now. at least i got a month of severance. so say it loud and proud with me… fuck digex!
Downtime!!!
I am about to start upgrading the hardware in the firewall. stvlive.com, half-asleep.com, and dollar25.org (including the stream) will all be down during this time. If all goes well (it never does), this should take no more than 30 minutes. If the shit hits the fan, it could be a few hours. I’ll post an update once we’re back.
Happy Birthday J!